met up with bb, cy, cyn and cat for dinner at marche yesterday. and we all had a treat from cy. hmm..wonder why someone's so generous. hahas. had desserts at crepes and creme after tt.. after spending almost 15mins deciding on the ice-cream flavors.. half of what we wanted was not available. quite dumb la.. wasted our time. and then the super pissed looking waiter..think he was not happy that we ordered only desserts. anyhows. think the ice-cream there's not bad. love lava brownie..yums
the guys had to leave early so the 3 of us attempted walking down to dhoby ghaut. end up sitting in front of meridien. had a long chat with cat and cyn. haven't had such a heart to heart talk with them for a long time. found out some secrets too. hmm.. then our conversation ended aruptly by some freaking snails tt invaded the area. there was one tt got stuck on my shirt and another tt stuck on cyn's skirt. damn gross. i swear i'll never sit there again.
well, the guys are enlisting today. hope everything goes well for them. can't wait to see them return with botak heads. hahas.
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was chatting w kenneth.. at sucha weird time. hahas. talking about how we used to be monkeys ard the house. hmm.. looks like ken can take over bb soon. someone who used to climb window grills. and fell but still con't climbing. i remembered how i used to climb the water pipe in my gran's hse to the tune of incy-bitcee spider. and then sliding down the pipe when i was being washed away. had so much fun then. and the way i clinged myself to the gate..abit spider like. sounds dumb. but those were the days.
12:43:45 [Kenneth] haha.childhood always seems so nice. no worries, just eat n play only haha
sometimes i wish i could return to those days when there was nothing to worry about. everything seemed planned. there was nth to bog you down. just wondering what was the next cartoon on tv. i think the only thing tt i had to remember was what time my fav shows start.
as time goes by. all these memories just gets fainter. we've to start making decisions for ourselves. and then the stress builds up. mum's nagging me on my decisions of life. i wished i never had to leave my comfort zone. after 18 years of life and u realise tt's only how little you've gone thru. there's so much more to come. i hate uncertainty.
haven't updated for afew days. so many things happened.. the new maid was supposed to come in on thurs but she end up being detained by immigration and was deported back for reasons they don't want to reveal. anyhow.. we've become housemaids til the end of the month.sob.i miss lucia!!
went for oac bbq yesterday. thankfully the rain stopped in time or else it'd be quite sad...had a nice time talking to everyone. expected more ppl to come.. was quite sad tt some cldn't make it whether on purpose or not.i dunno. just feeling very disturbed over the whole matter. the darker side of us...why are things turning out this way? after watching the current batches of trainees. got to admit that 02/03 gals are very serious. and yes we think alot. many times we are very sensitive towards others..and maybe overly sensitive sometimes. it hurts to know how we are feeling towards the club and how we feel towards each other. what happened to the bond and the oac spirit? why can't we just return to the past where everyone cld just mingle freely with everyone? i reallie dunno what to do.. just hate being caught in such a situation. i know it's me and my fault. but this is not what i want to see. this feeling suck. mayb if i were more sensitive in the past things wldn't be like that. but i don't want to be a hypocrite.. i know i have to amend the situation..but for one who doesn't think as much and consider things so deeply i hope it doesn't get worse in the process. i'm sorry for all tt i've caused.
to you-know-who-you-are.. i know there's alot of stuff that i'm supposed to tell you but never reallie had the chance to. i doubt i can keep it any longer..forgive me k.
"hello... are u there? knock knock knock..."
"why u so dao? msg u nv reply?" -cyan-
hello...who is the dao one? who's phone line got cut by singtel? who's back in sin and nv tell me? who's leaving tmr and only telling me tonite? hmmz..k la.. sorry didn't see your miss call. but u disappeared for the whole month and now u say i'm dao. this is not fair..and i swear i replied u the last time. i clearly rememebered telling u tt i'll meet you when u're back. must be ur lagging phone again. what can i say? always blaming me. end up being neh-ed by my mum again. who's fault? haiya..anyway i shall not bully the sick..drink more water and take care yar.. will mail u again. wells, and my fav car is still the mini... hahas. why u so fickle minded?!? ooh.. and there's this other car tt's very nice too.. it's all glassy one but can't rmb the model. stumbled upon it in a car mag. yeah. it's damn cool. haiz..anws u silly gal. now gotta wait another 2 weeks plus plus plus before u're back again. sob.
finally completed uni application. at least got sth off my mind though there's still the personal statement for ucas tt's waiting to be written.and i reallie dunno what to write. sigh.very tired of all these applications.
managed to get abit tanner today after kayaking. which is good. haven't been under the sun for a very long time. wanted to kayak at pa pasir ris. went all the way to pasir ris then realise it closes for maintanence every monday. gotta thank jz for checking it out. at least we managed to get down to east coast quickly frm the interchange. or else by the time we get all the way to pa and back we'd have wasted another hour.
rented kayaks at costa sands. the ocean kayaks were not bad though i still perfer the conventional ones. hahas. didn't know there were kayak rentals there. at least we've got one more choice now. wanted to kayak longer actually since i haven't kayaked for sucha long time but in the end only spent bt an hour out at sea. managed to go from costa sands to bedok hawker. thought it was gg to rain.. but thankfully the weather was kind enough. went cycling after tt.. had alot of fun. esp on the tandem bike. which was meant for kids. hahas. think i wanna go kayaking again soon. erm.. think this is gonna get to sue and rach who have decided not to go out to sea for a long time... hee. but to me.. it's really a pleasure being out there. it's like in the open and u can feel free to go in any direction. plus the cool waters..it's just so relaxing. i love the sea!
had lunch at genki todae. starting to feel like a japanese soon after having jap food twice in 2 days. boring. what was worse. found a moth caught in between two pieces of ice after finishing my drink. was munching on the remaining ice and nearly put it in my mouth. showed it to the waitress after tt and she was like super panic. could have lodged a complain. but they all looked so stunned decided not to. i'm kl afterall..hahas
after watching other country's elections... i'm quite thankful i live in singapore. though it lacks excitement but at least it lacks violent at the same time. i guess singaporeans don't bother. it's just like how everyone keeps complaining but it never gets further than complains. well, but maybe we're missing out on all the pre-elections activities tt don't really exist here.. which i heard were very interesting back in taiwan last week.hmm
looking forward to kayaking tmr. haven't kayaked for a long time.. hope it doesn't rain. apparently floods are expected within these few days.guess i shall just pray hard for fine weather. i wanna get a tan.
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got a new table lamp in my room. from barang barang.. an item to add to my current barang cow. but it's still not working yet. the bulb is missing.. sigh. shall go get the bulb soon. i love my new lamp! hahas.
met the oacians for coffee. and learnt more about the expedition. hmmz... think we haven't had such a gathering for a very long time. so nice to be sitting ard and hanging out again. but there were those issues that kept lingering. sad? disappointed? i dunno. just feel tt it'll be a pity if it was going to end like that.
watched eye2. thot it was an english movie. then only after the show started i realised it was a chinese film. it was pretty ok. expected it to be scarier though. then my mum called at the last min of the show. missed the ending scene while talking to her. it's like right at the last part of the show.. haiz. nvm... at least it's not as bad as people who came in like half an hour after the show started.
ooh.. bought a new bag today too. thanks! (:
hope u enjoyed dinner...act was kinda sian of jap food la. so didn't really eat tt much. tried this new sushi with fried salmon in teriyaki sauce. think it's quite nice. at sakae.but abit ex..
cheers! finally got my blogspot account working. been too lazy to do anything constructive bt it. quite tired of blurty and esp with wenny complaining.. have decided to change for good. hahas. anyway thanks for helping me out with all e html crap.
well...another week's past. and everything's still as unsettled. need to start applying for uni soon. so many decisions to make.. i need to decide what i'm going to do with my life and i admit i suck at making such choices. argh
went chinablack with ivan, sue and jz last night. started off fine and then the music just got frm bad to worse. eventually got thrown out coz of some dumb reason. but i guess it was a relief for all of us since our ears were dying. actually i cldn't wait to leave.. but i still hate that security guy. anyway think was a crappy night. walked all the way down to killiney road after tt. wanted to have kaya toast then realised the shop was closed. end up taking a cab back to crown prince for swensens. never ever imagined myself eating earthquake at 3 am in e morning. my gosh. though super sinful but it was good. *hahas*
haven't really been blogging the last week. think i'm getting lazier by the day. the effects of slacking..? hmm..i shall make better use of my blogger account..